wisdom

I seem to be awake
As lazily I rise
Riding fast, this thin air
I seem to be so wise.
Searching the end of light
At the tip of my myopic vision
Faraway in the distance
Is the realm of dreamy decision?
I close my eyes to focus
But a haze is all I find
Even with eyes wide open
To all I appear so blind.
As my heart beats so fast
As sweat breaks through the skin
I try to calm my fragile self
This is neither doom nor din.
I wish to sleep off again
And let me live the dream
Why return to this world?
So unworldly to me does it seem.
I seem to be awake
As lazily I rise
Riding fast, this thin air
I dream to be no wise.