rain!!!!

I wish to talk to God
My tears, a tribute to Him
In all the beauty, He is lost
I want a meaning in his scheme.
He hears my heart pounding
And sends me rain as I say,
Am I worthy in front of Him?
Does he know what I pray?
In these drops from the sky
I see my life in this rain,
Thrust away from the heavens
Skies weeping with some pain.
Smiling all along this descent,
Weightless drops of rain,
Scatter upon the ground beneath,
Oblivion, is all they gain.
As they ride this humid air
These fragile drops of rain
Loosing their souls clean
They carry a hidden stain.
My tears find their soulmates
In these fleeting drops of rain,
Help me to try and live
To God I shall pray again.

why am I a donkey?

In me, a tail do you see?
I don’t know,
I really don’t know,
why am I called a donkey?

For you,
Maybe I am too servile,
With you,
I appear so fragile,
Hit me hard
Try to make me agile,
I appear dumb
Coz I don’t have much guile.

Just coz I am not a lot tricky
O girl, You decide to call me donkey.

Try me out,
Don’t on me you shout,
Twitch my ears,
For me, each one swears,
I know it’s hard
Its so damn hard
To make the world see
How tough it’s to be a donkey?

Just coz I am not a lot tricky
O girl, you decide to call me donkey.

where are they leaving?

Sands in those feet
Of lands long ago left,
Fall off with silence
Numb, emotions bereft.
Bidding me goodbye
As this moment vanishes,
There they go alone
Carrying off my wishes.
Leaving away a breeze
Having in it now no scent,
Fragrances stolen from me
No thought for you shall be lent.
Loneliness finds a new ally
In my dry eyes sadness does hide
As you leave me alone, my Memories,
Now where shall you reside?
Sands in those feet
Of lands long ago left,
Fall off with silence
Numb, emotions bereft.

the walk from the airport

I yearn said the earth,
Of hope there is a dearth.
In the cloudy morning sky,
I walked to say my good bye.
Dreams are the soul’s only escort,
All my breaths seemed, a little short.

That walk from the airport,
Left my breaths, a little short.

Fun of the days gone before,
Brought the pain to the fore.
Those few moments of love,
In anguish made me bow.
Life appears to be so distort,
With those breaths, a little short.

That walk from the airport,
Left my breaths, a little short.

The gentle drizzle on my face ,
As I walk with a serene pace .
The soft breeze of the dawn ,
As the lazy early morning shone.
Were all fazed, at that airport
Leaving my breaths a little short.

That walk from the airport,
Seems to be my love’s last retort…

why is this????

Dreams,
Gently floating all around me.
Hope,
Gliding in all eyes as I see.
Imagination,
With spirits flying high here
Desperation,
Asphyxiated in the last tear.

Why is this all so like this?
Why something we all do miss?
Why is that we crave so much?
Why is that life seems such?

Love,
It seems now not worth dying for.
Care,
We have lost all, none in store.
Strength,
The thing we feign to have much.
Life,
Seems numb, without the ephemeral touch.

Why is this all so like this?
Why something we all do miss?
Why is that we crave so much?
Why is that life seems such?

God,
Lying idle in an atheist’s thought.
Pleasure,
Each soul seems to have much bought.
Greed,
In each breath we all have in abundance.
Faith,
With each betrayal, gains credence.

Why is this all so like this?
Why something we all do miss?
Why is that we crave so much?
Why isthat life seems such?

traffic on this highway

Silence crawling around
The crowds seem to be disbursing
I watch with numb eyes
My soul is tired screaming.

This cramped road
Never seems to end
Whenever I try to cross it
It nears a worthless bend.
Moving fast, this highway
Traffic, all in its glory
Each soul holds its sway
Nobody ever feels sorry.

Silence crawling around
The crowds seem to be disbursing
I watch with numb eyes
My soul is tired screaming.

Open arms stretched over
I wait for that joy to come
With eyes looking up the sky
I doubt what love has become?
Kneeling down with bowed head
Tears flowing fast and cold
I want to end this daily fight
In her arms, let me be bold.

Silence crawling around
The crowds seem to be disbursing
I watch with numb eyes
My soul is tired screaming.