do guide me through

It seems today
I love someone more than you
Still I dare to beg
O god, please guide me through.
So many emotions
Stand in front of me, tall.
As weak knees of mine
In front of you, fall.
I search my own soul
As to what is right or wrong
I feel so alone
As my loved ones do throng.
A fog covers my mind
As a mist veils my eyes
You claim to be the Truth
While my spirit somewhere dies.
I might not feel today
As a heart still beats for you.
In my lusterless specter
You are still the crimson hue.
It seems today
I love someone more than you
Still I dare to beg
O god, please guide me through.