longing

On long-nights
All alone by the door
I sit still
Pondering on the floor…

Some thoughts
Slowly creep into my eyes
Uneasy feelings
Worried about how time dies….

Days pass-by
Paying no attention to me
In such moments
You, only you, I long to see…

Tears arise
In my eyes, raise their head again
Heart beats
Left with no strength to bear pain…

Gloom surrounds
Loneliness is the only company I keep
Dreams perish
As I lie down for my deprived sleep…

Breaths muffle
Whispering the ecstasy they have
In their rhythm
Your memories do they save.

Without you
Each minute is a silent strife
I realize now
Your worth in my deprecated life.