life's characterization

In all desperation,
I signify emancipation,
With Unworthy intoxication
Feeling internal coagulation.

All these dejections
Unsaid, unfelt rejections
Boost me like injections
Their dastardly suggestions.

Death’s tantalizations
My soul’s adjudications
Skillful appropriations
Their phony prostrations.

Living on probations
Impending rationalizations
In this world of automations
I signify randomizations.

Reaching finalization
My Breath’s factorization
In a shameful picturization
Of Probing, life’s fictionalization.

Reaching a culmination
Is my grim visualization,
Enforcing mesmerization
Discard this lewd Characterization.