where is our present?

Worried too much about my past

O dear,you just seem to be

While I dwell in our future

In all this, the present, we cant see.

Trying to create the fabric of love

The threads from my life I collect,

Trying to attach the links of my past

My soul's worth, you work to detect.

Learning all along the way

Each mistake in itself has been my lesson.

But all this has been a pain to you

Which my heart's beat tries hard to lessen.

I beg mercy from you and from all

for being so selfish in the recent past.

Wish it had been a wound to me only

And none of this had made you feel aghast.

But i wish the light of my future

One wherein you shall shine,

Can make all the gloom of yesterday

Run away without a slightest whine.

Prayers that rouse from the guilt within

Wind around my soul with each moment

Screaming all the time for you happiness

these words have feelings, you alone foment.