rocking with agony

if it had to be me
why didnt i see
the toughest times were coming
the winds were storms becoming
in the face of it all
i wish i could stop, the fall.
here I come……….
to the depths of the dark
in the valley of mist
what miseries, can I list
when shall it stop
on joy will I hop

all eyes looming on my soul
laughing at me, they're having a ball
no one stretching his arms
no one trying to give alms
smiling with vengeance
testing my allegiance
growling with patience
i keep on the fall
hitting the wall
in the valley of mist
what miseries can I list
when shall it stop
on joy will I hop.