wait....

its so silent today
like the world is in dismay
i miss you here tonight
each moment a silent fight
sunlight just begins to stream
in it my life seems to beam
i wait here with my arms wide
to end this time's divide.

in a distant land you stay
i search that forgone way
in the cuddled care of sleep
you there, in dreams i reap
i hear your breaths tonight
holding you upclose and tight
i wait here with my arms wide
to end this time's divide.

i know He sees me from there
glancing my destinies lying bare
I pray from Him to give me you
take my soul in its lieu
i wish you could love as I am
to see some good behind my sham
i, still, wait here with my arms wide
to end this time's divide.

a sinner's prayer

Words are not there for you
O Lord, but am sure you listen to me
In the rhythm of my heart, for sure
This pain of mine, you do see.
I love you O Lord for all,
For all the blessing you gave to me
I walked against a wish of yours
Am sure you would let it be.
You know all about me, O Lord
All the worldly pleasures that I steal,
But don’t remove me from the faith
I wish on my heart to bear, that holy seal.
Ask the angels to write for me,
Write for me, the water of the sacred stream,
I wish to drink it with my lips
To let my soul be pierced by the holy Beam.
I pray tonight again O Lord
Asking again, let me be a part of the plan
Give this wretched man a chance
To fight the holy war, be warrior of the clan.
But before that I beg from You
I beg to cleanse my soul
Forgive me for my sins
Let me in my own way, for you, extol.